I don't expect anything in return now..

It may be rather weird for a guy like me to be doing such kinda stuffs. I'd be like 'wth?'. I'd tell my friends "Why do people blog and do posts everyday? Don't you think it's a f-king waste of time?" Or should i put it in a way that people just wanna express out their feelings? Now i know the answer. People tend to pour down their feelings and their lifestyles that had happened and keep it as a memories. I've been feeling rather down these few days, probably i'll get used to it.

Many things had happened, i'm just a pure loser.
Shouldn't elaborate more though..

Guess what, i saw this at a quote website and i surmise that it makes some sense? I'll just copy and paste it over here folks.

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday, she wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you, she'll mean it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control..

I've insomia through these few days i swear, not knowing what to do and what's ahead of me in the future. Anyway, i'm sorry guys.

I know what's done cannot be undone so i'll just try to amend it when i still have the time to do so.