Metamorphosis days..

Potato

2009-06-07T13:04:00.002+08:00

kwaam rak kong ter siang tee bok chan waa ter huang yai
Love of yours, its sound tells me that you're concerned about me.

meu nan kong ter tee dtae naa paak chan wan tee chan mai sa-baai
That hand of yours that touches my forhead during the days when I'm unwell

took-took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai
Every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.

lae took chaak took dton nan koi dtok yam sing tee chan bpen dtang dtae sia ter bpai
And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you.

waa chan bpen kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai
That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.

ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan
Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream.

dtor jon meuan derm roop meua gon nan tee man kaat bpai
Stick our picture, which was torn apart, back together.

It's kinda draggy so just take a look at the video's sub

Days..

2009-06-07T12:39:00.005+08:00

It's 12:49pm now, and i have been flipping myself over the bed again and again. I can't sleep, ya alot of stuffs has been in my mind and i can't get over it seriously. And i realise when im tgt with them, i'll just enjoy myself like there's no another day. Haha, yeah. Okay i'm looking forward to tomorrow's chalet. Hopefully take some pictures there and have the chance to get home to upload it ^^

I really miss you, i really do..

V

2009-06-02T12:55:00.003+08:00

I still hope ..
& i need more time, like seriously..
Im beginning to believe some stuffs that my friends told me in the past.

VcZ99

2009-05-24T12:42:00.004+08:00

Off to Vivo ytd met germaine, sheng & others t somehow celebrate her belated bd. But turn out to be a kinda boring one ahaha. Ate and went off to pub. Nevertheless, the night like shiokzxzx ^^ Oh yea, coming back to Jurong. I saw some of friends quarreling over some minor stuffs, know what? It was a gay who was trying to settle the bloody problems. Whatever it is, i can't stand the sight of him anymore. Most imptly his mouth, watch yr words. What you said abt her i'll rmb. I don't think you're a big shot anw, & don't ever lemme quarrel with you. I'll make you cui ta lan ^^

99

2009-05-23T15:10:00.001+08:00

Awesome night!

Notm 2

2009-05-18T12:47:00.005+08:00

I've a liking for billard now, it's the kind of satisfaction when you think ahead of the steps and manage to get it done. Like shiok onlyxz. Movie ltrrr, ciaoss..

Just for laughs.

2009-05-17T13:19:00.003+08:00

Numa numa idiot

Barbie girl, forward to 45s

Malaysian puki voice

HAHAHAHA

Say hello to tomorrow....

Cheers for Manchester United!

"Alexithymia"

Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything you say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning
Bricks to this old house are breaking
Steel would have weathered but now forlorning
It's alarming how loud the silence screams
No warn, no warn, no warning
Addictions fill the table where the family used to sit
And conversate
Conversate to the sounds
To the sounds of a record player
With it's jumping needle and the lights that grow dim over time

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Are you where you thought you'd be
So beautiful and only twenty-three
Opposition rests in the hearts
With no, with no, with no opportunity
It's not that we don't talk
It's just no one really listens and honesty fades
Like a politician lost in the course
All smiles and no one remembers our names

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything I say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Hmm..

2009-05-15T02:43:00.005+08:00

Exams are over and another day of movie at jp & billard at timah, time to enjoy the cosy little bed of ls's crib. ciaoss

Time for plans ^^

Atmospheric..

2009-05-09T22:11:00.003+08:00

I've no ethusiasm for studies..
I've to bear with it?
Life has to move on and i find that nthg new is installed for me..
What's life? Superb stresszxzx?
Everything came crashing down behind my v eyes, yup. Facts about life.. So why don't that solar storm just strike now?
& I swear i hate this fucking weather, sitting there will allow you to sweat like wtf?!
Oh yea, exercise is a v awesome activity you can do if you are just feeling fucking down.

Through the eyes of one man, all mankind will see..

Love it ..

2009-05-04T10:10:00.003+08:00

Hmm, don't think i shall have steamboat tgt with my dad when he's around because we're not suppose to eat beef! Duh, so i can't when he's around..

Aunt's bf: 想做的事情就去做吧

252

2009-05-02T13:52:00.004+08:00

It's been ages i've last went out with my aunt & dad. Caught 252(Signal of life) at Vivo yesterday, it's a code that stands for survivor.. Kinda draggy at first due to the hugging & bla bla bla .. So ya, not that bad afterall. It's better than Cloverfield which is the 'best' movie i've ever seen in my entire life which makes people go giddy and eventually feel like throwing up..

Afterall my relationship with my aunt and dad seems to be much better and i understand they're very concern about me nowadays, not letting me do some nonsensical stuffs.. I've learned to appreciate it as they're always there for me, always.. Thanks

Check it out, earthlings..

2009-04-30T13:37:00.002+08:00

What a guy..

Meeting the devil ..

2009-04-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

Well, just got back from Bukit Timah's beauty world for billard. It wasn't fun for me at all because i just lost around $40 on numberball, kinda disappointing tho. I'm not doing very well for my studies and exams are around the corner, i'm still struggling on my studies. Somehow i wish that for now i would have the positive attitude i used to have during my N's. Ahhh, now? Kinda diff.. Whatever it is i'll just enjoy and live my life to the fullest for now!

Somehow our devils are never quite what we expect when we meet them face to face..

World ends in 2012 due to solar storms?

2009-04-23T07:24:00.007+08:00

A new study from the National Academy of Sciences outlines grim possibilities on Earth for a worst-case scenario solar storm.

Damage to power grids and other communications systems could be catastrophic, the scientists conclude, with effects leading to a potential loss of governmental control of the situation

When the sun is in the active phase of its 11-year cycle, it can unleash powerful magnetic storms that disable satellites, threaten astronaut safety, and even disrupt communication systems on Earth.

The worst storms can knock out power grids by inducing currents that melt transformers.

Modern power grids are so interconnected that a big space storm — the type expected to occur about once a century — could cause a cascade of failures that would sweep across the United States, cutting power to 130 million people or more in this country alone, the new report concludes.

Such widespread power outages, though expected to be a rare possibility, would affect other vital systems.

For more info. Click here

Speechless when i saw that Zac Efron in the movie 17 again the day before.. So hommies, isn't it cool for the world to end? I know it sounds crazy, and the world is going to tremble in fear if that's going to happpen.

Advantanges: No more stress?
Disadvantages: No more friends, families..

Duh, Let nature take its course..

But, it's just a study from psychotic scentist from America. I can't imagine the impact the world is going to face.. Countries around the world will be having a outbreak of crimes. They probably have the thought that the world is going to end sooner or later so why not enjoy life to the fullest? Riotting & many many more..

Hommiessszx

2009-04-20T15:59:00.003+08:00

April 18: Mandai->Balestier->Home->Timah->Aloha Loyang(Downtown East)->Home
April 19: Timah->Yishun->Home

I really need to buck up on my studies, can't really ease my mind at this point of time. Needa mug alot, that's the only thing i can do for now yea?

I miss you..

Guitar hero!

2009-04-17T15:06:00.002+08:00

Heh, i'm trying this for the first time at Hazwan's crib. So, pardon me! But i've to admit i got no talent at this kinda rhythmic games. Wooo..

Meditate..

2009-04-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

Caught the movie 'Shinjuku Incident' with Jason, Shorty, Limsheng, Hazwan & Susilah, strolled around jp till 8plus. Shall rate it 9/10, kinda touching regarding Steelhead(Jackie Chan) who came from China to Japan as an illegal immigrant. He went Japan with a persistent mind to look for his girlfriend, things worsened. The Japanese neither acknowledge nor welcome them. They are shunned by the mainstream society, hounded by the yakuza, and go about their days under fear of being discovered and repatriated. If i were to put myself in his shoes, I'd be straying around the streets as i didn't have any directions of where to proceed, what to do, alien city it'd be. He somehow got hold of the Taiwan's gang territory, it came with consequences. Nothing is free in this world, this is f-cking life. It's realistic, cruel, self-centered world for people to live in. However, his so called 'brothers' betrayed him for what he've strived to give them. Legalised business and everything, they abused it.. He felt responsible for this turn of events and hope to bring everything to an end..

What should i do?

Yummy..

2009-04-12T21:32:00.008+08:00

I'm beginning to 'stone' and stare outside the window like what you'd do..

Just reached home from Bugis, had steamboat for dinner with my aunt, aunt's boyfriend and my cousin..
I didn't those lean pieces of favoursome beef got me so turned on. my aunt was curious about it. It was really unusual for me to be eating piles of prawns and beef, because it's really appetizing!

Morning folks..

2009-04-12T12:20:00.006+08:00

Ah tiong sent me this months ago, he said it's a very meaningful. I didn't realize it until i listened with the lyrics. Kinda significant to me.
Please pause the song on the right and kindly listen to this song. Will ya?

Life's full of up and down..

2009-04-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

There are two type of person in this world i believe.
1st: He knows that it isn't the right thing for him to do so, but he'll carry on with it.
2nd: He'll take others as an example, he'll be smart and not imidate them..

Guess life is full of ups and down man.
To actually think that we're matured enough. In fact, hell no..

It took me a lot of courage to walk in and talked to you, but if i didn't do so. I'm just afraid that i might not have the chance to do so anymore.

I don't expect anything in return now..

2009-04-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

It may be rather weird for a guy like me to be doing such kinda stuffs. I'd be like 'wth?'. I'd tell my friends "Why do people blog and do posts everyday? Don't you think it's a f-king waste of time?" Or should i put it in a way that people just wanna express out their feelings? Now i know the answer. People tend to pour down their feelings and their lifestyles that had happened and keep it as a memories. I've been feeling rather down these few days, probably i'll get used to it.

Many things had happened, i'm just a pure loser.
Shouldn't elaborate more though..

Guess what, i saw this at a quote website and i surmise that it makes some sense? I'll just copy and paste it over here folks.

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday, she wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you, she'll mean it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control..

I've insomia through these few days i swear, not knowing what to do and what's ahead of me in the future. Anyway, i'm sorry guys.

I know what's done cannot be undone so i'll just try to amend it when i still have the time to do so.